Riding riding..

Good morning sunshines. Currently sat in the train, headed for school :/ the only thing on my mind is all the assignments I have left, it's messing with my head. And yes of course I'm listening to my favorite tunes :)

Give me a break

I'm so angry and so upset. I just want some things to go back to what they were. I keep thinking a lot lately it's so annoying. I'm losing my focus and my energy and I just feel like the world has given up on me. I want things to be simpler. I know it can't be but I want it to. Sorry, I'm having one of those deep thoughts nights.

Oh!

One more thing, I just went through my old posts and I just gotta say wow! I've had this blog for almost four years! How crazy is that?! Surreal. It feels kind of bitter sweet though, I just want to rewind and go back to like 2008-ish because those days were great and people were much kinder then what they are now. It's sad but its life.

Nightly thoughts

As I'm getting ready for bed, I think about everything wrong in my life as usual. I have all these unfinished assignments to do and now yet another one due on Friday, I mean its just crazy and incredibly stressful. I don't know what to do, I feel like I'm really failing at life and my duty as a human being. As of now, the only thing keeping me going is the MUSIC. Thank god for that. I'm going to at least try and get some sleep now, goodnight!

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I have so many assignments to do. Incredibly frustrating :/

Trippin

I shouldn't be up this early.

Frustration at its highest

So I know I haven't really been updating at all basically but I just wrote a post and its gone with the wind so I can't find it. Don't really know why it disappeared on me but its a new year and its damn march already?! Crazy crazy. Anyways, quick roundup, I'm in lovely England studying and doing what kids my age do. I miss my friends back home who will probably read this since they get notifications sent to their phones. But of course there are time differences and I need to get some sleep. Goodnight world.