Book?

Hello blog!

This time I am blogging on my laptop instead of my phone. Feels better and more realistic.

Anyways, to the headline, I'm thinking about writing a book.. I've wanted to write one for a very long time now and after reading Fifty Shades, I decided. I'm not going to start on it now though, I'll wait until I have a more proper laptop to write on because the one I currently have is just a big mess.

But tomorrow is the first day back to school and I'm stressed as hell. School only means homework, assignments, presentations.. all of which I absolutely hate.

I'm putting myself at peace in my bedroom right now, listening to my playlist of favorite songs so by tomorrow, I hope I'm at peace with my mind and self. But it is hard to concentrate on my music when my neighbour upstairs decides to also put on music, full volume. The worst part is his music, it is so horrible I actually feel like my ears are about to fall off.

But now, I'm going to redecorate my blog.

Late night blog

Hiya there! Been away for quite some time and a lot has happened since the last time I checked in.

My weight is still the same even though I've changed my eating habits. I don't seem to gain or lose weight at all and it has got to be the most frustrating thing ever. 

I'm having trouble falling asleep right now since everyone else fell asleep some time ago. And this, right now, is what I hate. At night, when all your thoughts come out. 

I honestly feel like the most hideous person alive and someone I'm really in love with is so far away and unaware of my existence. That's got to suck the worst. Knowing that this one person you're completely head over heels with, doesn't even know you and if they did know you, they'd just see you as a friend. If you're lucky, that is. 

Anyway, I've tried to occupy myself a lot lately since school is starting again in only just a few days and I decided it'd be great to read the trilogy of fifty shades of grey, watch all seasons of modern family and white collar, while also watching new episodes of my other favourite tv shows that are about to take a long hiatus..

My eyelids are slowly closing so I better scurry and sleep. Goodnight world.