Weight

Hello blog. So lately my self esteem has just dropped to the bottom of the ocean. I have gained an awful lot of weight and its killing me. I have no idea how to lose the weight and that's frustrating me. It's actually much easier to gain weight than lose it.

Now, it's not like I look like some hippo with fat hanging on me in all kinds of places. It's just the little yet annoying stuff. My stomach is wider, my ass is bigger, my thighs touch and I have a double chin. Like just kill me now. 

I've actually tried to lose it but after a while when I see no results, I just give up. And that is not good. I really need to step up and do something about this. 

I'll be back in a couple of months if there has been results. 

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 Hello. I've just realised that this blog has turned into a me blog instead of my life and friends blog so sorry about that but I haven't seen my friends in a long time since I'm like half way off the globe. 

I'm going through some issues and I have to deal with everything all by myself. Apologies.