Sh*t

Hello blog! Been a while. I've had a really really terrible and horrible day. I honestly do not know for how much longer I can go on with this life. I'm constantly thinking about either running away or permanently falling asleep. 

Also school is shit too. Grades are bad, and I feel like a dumbass in class. It just seems like nothing is going right for me. I have two parents that never seem to stop being disappointed and angry with me. 

Not a day goes by without me thinking about crying. I hate it. I hate all of it.